i am so sick of dealing with all this crap. i hate school so much i cannot stand being there, so i don't care about my grades at all. i just feel like i am wasting my life being there if i tell my parents i don't like it they just yell at me and tell my shut up and quit complaining. i'm always doing what everyone wants me to even if i don't want to and i am getting so sick of it i have no idea what to do. i have no friends and every hour of everyday the only way out i can think of is to kill myself. i told my parents that i wanted to kill myself like two years ago and all they did was make me talk about it... nothing else.