I can't stop thinking of taking the easy way out. Even though I just had a little boy my life has never been good or I don't think it ever will be. I can't talk to anyone because I'm scared of being judge for being "crazy" and going back the the mental hospital isn't going to help. I wish there was a button I can turn on and off to stop living. I try to live though the innocents of my son but it still doesn't work I'm miserable. Not to mention I'm getting evicted with my girlfriend and son soon. I don't know what to do?!?!?!