:sad:: Ive just completed 1st, 2nd and 3rd stage rehab which took me 18 months, because i was a heroin addict. Now ive been stuck in a flat all on my own with nothing in it and all by myself. Im also suffer from bi-polar disorder so my mood at the moment is really low. Up until about 6 months ago i was able to manage my moods quite well but n ow they arre all over the place again and my psych seems to think im ok att the moment. I really dont want it to get so bad that i'll end up getting sectioned again just for them to actually listen to me. I also started to SI again 3 weeks ago and im just sick of my so called friends and family who say they will be there for me aare nowhere to be seen when i need them most. Sorry for going on and on but i cant help myself at the moment.