I'm basically done with my life. I hate myself and the people around me and no matter how hard I try, I can't change. I'm sick of being undiagnosed (the doctors just say I have a mood disorder and don't know what the hell is wrong with me). I'm sick of the depression. I'm sick of the auditory and visual hallucinations which I am firmly convinced are demons. I am done with my life and I want it to end. I can't be happy so why even try? I just want to die.