Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
This is quite normal, we are all intrinsically programmed with a self preservation mechanism. It is for this reason that attempting/committing suicide is not a selfish act, but a brave one. What could be a more difficult decision to take your life. The very fact that taking your life scares you is a good thing, you are on the first step to overcoming your negative thoughts.