During the week i have a ful time job so i'm lonely too but the evenings in the weekend are the worst everyone is staying home with their girl/boyfriend, wife or husband or going out with friends. It's just me that can't do anything else then sit home and wait till i'm tired enough to finally sleep. What am i gonna do ? sit alone at a bar and drink the night away, sure that's not better then sitting home. I don't like going somewhere on my own i've done it before but i don't get any new friends anywhere i go so why even bother with trying. Some people are just pathetic lonely losers and i'm one of them. sometimes i just wish i had the courage to end my crappy life, there's nothing here for me. I hate my life and i don't want to kill myself(yet) so i'm fucking trapped.