seriously.. just am. fucking bitch. we just keep getting into fights and im sick of this repetitive worthless lifestyle. im so fucking pissed i punched the wall and kicked a hole in the wall which will start another great argument later tonight probably. Seriously I just want to be left alone. SHe never backs down, and you either have to be so soft and "I dont like it when you... or it hurts me when you" because if you dont youll start a shit storm argument when you fucking bring something up of her that pisses you off. Im no saint but i fucking hate this shit.. just pissed. so pissed.. wish i pissed off.. but ive been fucking guilt tripped from doing that so many times ITS UNREAL! I hate being in 2 parts. One that wants to stay and one that FUCKing wants out!