sick on my birthday

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by bipolarkitty, May 5, 2007.

  1. bipolarkitty

    bipolarkitty Well-Known Member

    This just really SUCKS. Here it is, my birthday, and I've been sick for over a month. A MONTH! I'm tired of the doctor visits, the trips to the ER, the hospital stays in ICU, more ER trips, more hospital stays, more doctor visits.... it's never ending. :dry:

    Either let me get well or just finish me off!

    Ok, I'm not sure why that thought is going through my head. I'm not suicidal. Surprisingly after all of it, I'm still doing ok emotionally. I'm not cycling. I'm not depressed. So why am I thinking either get well or die, I wonder?

    I do have to admit that I'm a little more unstable than I have been. But geez, anyone who's been through what I have in the last month would be too. I would think it's allowed.

    I don't want to start cycling again!!! The stupid meds I'm on for this illness are causing me to feel like i'm destabilizing. :sad: So is it side effects? Or am I destabilizing?? :argh: This is driving me crazy! Right now I feel like I'm back on the rollercoaster blazing through the highs and lows at a dizzying speed. :sad:
     
  2. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hope you get well soon :hug:

    Happy burthday Hun :hug: :cheekkiss
     
  3. bipolarkitty

    bipolarkitty Well-Known Member

    Thanks so much :smile:
     
  4. Smilie46

    Smilie46 Well-Known Member

    :bday:

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  5. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    GET WELL SOON!!!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIT!!!!!

    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  6. no point

    no point Well-Known Member

    :bday:

    Hope you get well soon :)
     
  7. Syd

    Syd Guest

    HIPPY BATH DAY
    :hippy: :smoke: :thumbup: :burp: :drunk: :trampolin :smoke: :plane: :hippy:
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    ..and Cinco de Mayo, too..
     
  8. bipolarkitty

    bipolarkitty Well-Known Member

    Thanks to everyone who replied. I'm trying to take it easy today, but I'm finding it difficult to do so. I lay down to rest and keep thinking of other things I could be doing, so I get up since I'm not getting any rest and am frustrated because I'm just laying there.

    I got to have one of my favorite foods for my birthday lunch today - Chick Fil A. I could live on a diet of their nuggets, lol. And my birthday cake is waiting to be frosted. It's a strawberry cake made from scratch. My hubby made it from my recipe since it's one of my favorites and it looks pretty good. I bet it'll taste great. :smile: Let's just hope the house doesn't burn down from the number of candles on it - 35... :smile: Actually, I doubt I can get enough of a breath to blow out candles, so it probably won't have any but maybe 1.
     
  9. OutcastLonerFreak

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    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope that it was a good one even though you were sick!!!!!
     
  10. leptoon

    leptoon Well-Known Member

    Well, I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really 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    I had cancer during two birthdays. I know how you feel hun, I really do.