Sick

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by feathers, Jul 30, 2010.

  1. feathers

    feathers Well-Known Member

    I am so sick of this on off depression constantly for the past 5 years of my life. Sick of it! Every time it looks like things are going well for me, my self esteem is through the roof, I'm happy with my life and things are going well, I start to get down, I fucking cry all the time, I want to SH ... Why? Sometimes there's not even a reason! Like now! I've had 3 SH urges in the past week and nothing's wrong! I'm just depressed and I want to cut and I don't know why! It's like my mind doesn't like me being happy for a long period of time, or can't cope with it or something!

    ARGGGGGGGHH!

    Just let me be happy for once!!!
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry depression seems to sneak up on one for no reason Maybe you levels are out of whack again see doctor about changing your meds or increasing them Try to get outside okay or just do something special for you today i hope you feel better soon take care
     
  3. feathers

    feathers Well-Known Member

    I'm not on meds or anything. Last time I went to the doctors they told me there was nothing they could do for me :/

    But thanks for the reply