Well .... I joined this site last year .... yesterday last year in fact: Sept 3rd 2005. I was suicidal then. I believe I feel the same now.... or is it just an incredible down feeling? :unsure: Feeling crap today, and have been for the last few days on and off I suppose. I went out, met with friends ..... took the piss out of me. I guess a few of you know I am interested in trains? Well, that isn't a good thing to be interested in right now: There was a fatality this afternoon, causing delays in me getting home .... I kept thinking... '' Why not me? '' I have considered jumping ..... not that it was a serious thought, but either way - the thought was there - which obviously isn't good. I just feel down at the moment .... I'm starting at a new school tomorrow, in the 6th form - meant to be happy I suppose. I was really looking forward to it also - not now though.... What should I do? Any ideas?