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*sigh* Yet another one bites the dust.

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by jameslyons, Jan 22, 2009.

  1. jameslyons

    jameslyons Well-Known Member

    So chalk the number of suicides in my family up by one. On Inauguration day, Howard went out on pills and alcohol, 50 years old. Though, to be fair, people are calling it an accidental suicide.

    Found out about it yesterday. Poor guy.

    Jeez, I'm thinking its time I try what my grandfather did while depressed - just drink yourself silly for as many years as possible. I feel like the world is collapsing around me. I'm going to just go into the bathroom and spend time stroking the scars up and down my body; best way of dealing with any hostile emotion.

    sorry that had nothing to do with Howard's death.
  2. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    Sorry to hear about your loss :sad:

    Maybe it's best to get out and keep yourself busy as much as possible to keep your mind of things for a while?
  3. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    I am sorry for what you have had to go through because of their choices. I can promise you its not your fault.
  4. jameslyons

    jameslyons Well-Known Member



  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I'm sorry for your loss James, I'm here if you need to talk :hug:
  6. Fern17

    Fern17 Well-Known Member

    That sounds awful! How are you holding up? Talk to us. Keep talking to us. Please.
  7. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    R.I.P Howard

    :hug: James, am here if you need to talk x