Oh misery how thou doth suit me. Not that it matters, but I haven't seen the most important person in my life for fucking weeks. how many, oh i forgot bc I'm such a big piece of shit. I SAY I'd give anything to be happy, but would I really? no. there is a comfort in the misery, as much as i hate it feels right somehow. here I am bitching for no reason again oh well wtf. some one hit me in the face and say: "OMG SHUT THE FUCK UP." please someone, anyone?