I think I've come to the conclusion that I can't do a damn thing right. Well, maybe the suicide thing eventually, but the fact that it's taking practice is more than annoying. I've been told, time and time over, not to try to talk to people in chat when I start getting like this, but to talk to people I trust on MSN or whatever. The people I want to talk to don't seem to be on either, and no-one's really talking in chat anyway. So I'm writting this (which probably won't be answered by anyone I know) and practicing my shot glass technique, so that next time I might actually manage to do a decent amount of damage to myself. Or maybe just learn to drink whisky quickly and forget all this stuff. Forget everything. And then hopefully people can forget that I ever lived. I've only ever caused pain here, I know this now, which is why I'm not posting under my username right now. I guess I deserve to go unsupported really. I deserve eveything that's happened to me. I deserve this death.