First off i would come into chat but my computer has been confiscated and i'm using my dads pc in the middle of the night. I'm trying to get chat working though so i can see everyone in there. Anyway I'm really trying to considering go to hospital. I dont know if it will help though but people seem to think i owe it to myself to try again. What do you gusy think, do you think a shit life is better than no life atall?