I don't know if this belongs here so please feel free to move it if it doesn't. I don't know what I'm doing really. I'm sitting here and just drinking water. My body is hungry, but I don't want to eat. I don't want to put food in my mouth because I will inevitably make myself sick. It's not like I have this huge gripe with food, food is nice, maybe too nice and there lies the problem. Once I pick up one thing, I continue to eat and I don't stop. I've been on weight watchers for awhile and I feel at a stand still. I feel like I've accomplished nothing with it and just want to give up. In my mind I don't have a eating disorder. I'm neither anorexic or bulimic. I think I have a very unhealthy relationship with food. I think that's obvious. I'm by no means skinny. I'm overweight and I know that. I also know just drinking water is starving myself of vitamins and proteins..etc...etc..etc. I just don't know what to do anymore. It's like I'm stuck in my own personal hell, my own personal battle with food. If I eat I won't stop and if I don't eat I'll get sick....it's a no win situation with myself...and I hate it.