Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jehuty, Sep 27, 2011.

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  1. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I don't understand the world anymore, how life works, how people work.
    What's the point of going through all this suffering.

    I can't take it anymore, too much sadness, too much pain.
    It's a lie that life is beautifull, life is nothing but suffering.

    Wish I could just end myself now, but I can't.
    It's not that I can't, I could right now, but I believe I still have purpose, dunno whatever it is.

    It's just getting worse and worse, when will the crying stop?
    Wish I could give my life to her.

    If she passes away, I give up, not by suicide or anything but give up on life.
    I dunno, wish this nightmare just ended.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun depression only makes you see darkness okay
    You need to get some help to get you out of the darkness talk toyour doctor okay get on some meds
    there is kindness and beauty but right now your mind will not let you see it
    I know i have been there so many times hun but with help you can get out of that dark hole you can hugs
  3. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    If you needs meds or medical treatment to see the kindness and beauty or life, is there really any then?
    If there is then you could see it without those things.

    Thanks for your reply though, I do appreciate it, but that dark hole, really is life...
  4. SomeguyUk

    SomeguyUk Active Member

    Yeah I feel the same love =/ Just sick of people being selfish idiots. Even when I am nice to them, apparently I am too nice?! So spiralling down yet again. I do hope you are right and we do have a purpose =/.
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