Why doesnt anyone talk to me? I have few if any friends, it is hard for me to make friends. That is why I am posting this. When I get online to chat in chatrooms all related to trying to save this life I am tired of holding onto, I get nothing but silence from people, the cold shoulder, I am tired of it. I get on chatrooms to express my feelings and get no response from people why? Why do people not care what I have to say? I am tired of it and that is why I have made the decision to end it all. If I were to die noone would care and that is why I am not afraid to. Im not. I have 27 attempts under my belt and Im not afraid to keep trying until I have succeeded. I have lost interest in everything and I dont care about anything including myself. How many more times must I try to finally succeed? cutting on myself no longer releases the pain I hold in. I guess I will have to continue my journey in trying to get rid of myself. Life is not worth living anymore I have few friends if any, so I dont need to keep going for anyone, What is the point in posting anyway I dont know why I do, because few people respond if any. Im tired of struggling with this illness whatever it may be. Im tired of noone really knowing what I am. So to make it easy I will just die and then there will be no question as to what I am.