SilentCry's Writings... *may be triggering*

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  1. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    Here's some stuff I've written... hope you like them:

    Please God forgive me
    For what I'm about to do
    My time on earth is over
    My life here is through

    I've forgiven those who have hurt me
    And those who have tried
    I've told them I love them
    And now it's time to say good-bye

    I know when I'm gone
    Not a word about me will be said
    Just the stinging tears
    Of those who find me dead

    So don't start crying
    With all your fake tears
    You were the ones who rejected me
    And ignored me through the years

    So now my time has come
    To take my final breath
    Because in this life of mine
    The only hope for me is death


    To whom this may concern
    When you read this, please don't cry
    But my time on earth is over
    I can't take much more of this
    It's now my time to die

    To whom it may concern
    If you're reading this, then I'm gone
    Please don't cry for me now
    It's time to move on

    To whom it may concern
    I wasn't in too much pain
    My death was fast and swift
    And now my memory only remains

    To whom it may concern
    As I go on the rest of my journey
    I just want you to know
    That my life was a mistake
    And now it's time to let go

    Six fet under
    Is where I should be
    I look in the mirror
    And I don't like what I see

    I see someone
    Who was full of dreams
    Who was full of hope
    Or so it seemed

    In a split second
    It didn't take long
    Too real to be true
    And now they're gone

    It only took
    One swift move
    Just like a blade
    Slicing a deep groove

    Cutting away
    The hurt and pain
    Heartache and lonliness
    The need to love again

    And now it flows
    Silently down
    A sigh of relief
    Is the only sound

    I now like
    What I see
    A reflection of peace
    A reflection of me

    My last glimmer of hope
    Fades into the sunset
    My pain and fears
    Rise with the moon
    A strange peace falls upon me
    As I prepare to die soon

    My final good-bye
    Is all I can say
    As I take this sharp blade
    To cut away my life

    How deep should I cut
    How long should I go
    How many should I do
    Does anyone know

    I long to see
    The crimson river flow
    All down my arm
    And collecting onto the floor

    To feel the rush
    Of intense pain
    To know these cuts
    Weren't made in vain

    To see my life
    Fading away
    I know now
    In this life
    I will not stay

    I'll write more later on, if you like any of them.
  2. Flatliner

    Flatliner Guest

    I think they're good. Sad subjects, but beautiful all the same.
  3. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    I right how I'm feeling at that moment... :sad:
  4. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member

    I loke them a lot! Very well written. :) I just wish it wasn't how you were feeling :(
  5. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    As night falls
    The darkness bathes me
    Surrounds my being
    Blinds me so I cannot see

    The haunting voices are back
    Taunting me to no end
    Telling me to go with them
    And walk among the living dead

    I try to fight
    Starting to lose my grip
    The voices are louder now
    As I further slip

    I feel their breath
    It sends shivers down my spine
    Trying to fight
    Trying to keep what is mine

    I feel the touch of their hand
    Pulling me further in the sand
    I cry out in vain
    I cry out in pain

    Why can't they leave me alone
    Why can't they go away
    Can't they seethat
    I want to live another day
  6. Sabriel

    Sabriel Active Member

    These are really, really good. I love them.
  7. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    In the first set, I can relate to the first two. Those are my feelings.
    I wish I could write like that. the pain is clear.
    Please don't isolate yourself. Don't feel too alone. :sad:
    You do not deserve that.
    Stay safe & sane.

  8. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    Thank you. Here are some more if you want to read them...

    The dreams I have are a part of me
    It's how I wish life would be
    A life without any hurt or pain
    A life with only love and happiness to gain
    A life with serenity like the calm sea
    In a world with nothing but love for each other
    Is where I'd like to be
    But those dreams were shattered time and time again
    It's hard to pick up the pieces and know where to begin
    To start over and begin anew
    To pick up those feelings I had for you
    Broken promises and broken dreams
    I guess love and life is never what it seems
    Too bad
    Too sad
    Guess you'll never know what a special thing we had

    No point in fighting anymore
    I quit
    No point in trying to win a losing battle
    What's the use
    No point in trying to hold on to the last glimmer of hope
    When love is just a faded memory

    I cried last night
    Did you hear me
    I slit myself
    Did you feel it
    I started to fade into the blissful unknown
    Were you there to hold my hand
    I danced with the piper under a blood red sky
    Did you turn to watch

    You never gave it a second thought
    You didn't want to be bothered
    You turned your back
    And walked away
    And for this
    I have nothing more to say

    The ultimate betrayal has been done
    This battle will never be won
    I wish the best for you
    In all that you do
    And now I'm off
    To rest in peace...
    By myself

    I'm on the edge
    Ready to fall
    One more step
    Will end it all

    Looking below
    At the vast wasteland
    Saw my life
    Sinking in the sand

    I draw the bath
    The water so warm
    I grab a knife
    Ready to self-harm

    I close my eyes
    I draw the blade
    Slicing into my skin
    A perfect cut it made

    The water here
    Is a sea of red
    I feel myself sinking
    I think I'm dead

    I gasp for air
    One last time
    Finally found peace
    A peace that is mine

    I'm so alone
    Can you hear me cry
    I feel so much pain
    I just want to die

    Does anyone care
    If I want to scream
    Is there anyone out there
    Who knows what I mean

    Each passing hour
    I fall deeper in to hell
    No one can save me now
    No one is there for me
    And that is just as well

    I'm nothing but
    A pathetic human being
    A waste of life
    That has no meaning

    And as I write this poem
    I make no sense at all
    I don't know why I'm writing this
    I should be banging my head against a wall

    Friends are a mere mirrored image
    Of what you would like to be
    A reflection of a person
    That you want to see

    Friends are fake
    They laugh behind your back
    They take advantage of your kindness
    They won't give you any slack

    Friends are superficial
    They're quick to tell you lies
    They''ll stab you in the back
    They'll cut you down to size

    Friends are worthless to me
    They've proven time and timd again
    That you can't trust no one
    And this broken spirit
    You cannot mend

    So take your fake smiles
    And your fake laugh
    Don't take me for a fool
    Don't stab me in the back

    Quit pretending to be sincere
    And pretending that you care
    Quit trying to comfort me
    By saying that you'll always be there

    Just leave me alone
    Haven't you done enough
    Just get out of my life
    And quit acting so tough

    I hate you for what you have done
    I hate the world, I hate everyone
    I hate myself for believing you
    God I hate this life
    There's nothing more I can do

    I look in the mirror
    And all I see
    Is the image of a lost girl
    Staring back at me

    With tear stains
    On her face
    She wishes she could
    Be some other place

    She sees her life
    Her own private hell
    So many secrets
    That she cannot tell

    So many open wounds
    Too many to repair
    She takes a knife
    And cries in dispair

    The first cut
    Is for the ones who didn't care
    Who promised to love her
    And always be there

    The second cut
    Is for the ones who hurt her
    Who used to beat her senseless
    And then leave to desert her

    The third cut
    Is for the ones who knew something was wrong
    But turned their backs
    And started to sing a different song

    So now she stands there
    With the blood flowing down
    The knife suddenly falls
    As she floats to the ground

    Her eyes close
    Her life not wanting to keep
    Peace falls upon her face
    As she goes into her eternal sleep
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  9. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I like them also, but also don't like the feelings that inspired them.:sad: Writing is a wonderful relief for some of us - it can express in words so we don't express in actions. I hope you stay with us and keep posting your poems. Thank you for sharing!:smile: :smile:

  10. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    By the time you read this letter
    I will be dead
    No worries, no regrets
    No more tears for words unsaid

    The peace I feel
    Is hard to explain
    All I know that in this place
    I feel no pain

    I've finally got my wings
    And with them I'll fly
    I'll fly higher into space
    Flying so high, I can touch the sky

    So please don't cry
    Don't shed a tear
    Just look to the sky
    And know that I'm always near

    Tried to warn you
    Of my upcoming event
    You didn't believe me
    You thought I just needed to vent

    But now I'm gone
    Only memories remain
    Knowing it could've been prevented
    Is driving you insane

    You could've stopped me
    Had you listened
    You would've realized
    It was love I was missing

    All these years
    That have gone by
    Makes me break down
    Makes me want cry

    All I ever wanted
    Was to belong
    To be truely loved
    Is that so wrong

    So as I say
    My final good-bye
    I find a comforting peace
    I'm now ready to die

    - Me
  11. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    Can't shake this feeling
    Something holding me back
    Has a tight grip
    Won't give me any slack

    Dragging me further
    Into the depths of hell
    A dark journey
    To which I can't tell

    Where am I going
    And why
    All I know is
    I want to cry

    These feelings I have
    Nagging at my very soul
    Is stuck within me
    Drilling a deeper hole

    Clouding my thoughts
    And my feelings
    All of this darkness
    Has my head reeling

    How did I let this happen
    I wish I could see
    What's in store for the future
    What lies ahead in life for me

    But as the days drag on
    And day turns to night
    I wonder what's the point
    Why stay and fight

    Is it really worth the effort
    To hold on another day
    To stay and fight
    To find another way

    I don't have an answer to that
    I'm not feeling very well
    But my only guess would be
    That only time will tell

    - Me :unsure:
  12. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    Is there anyone out there
    Who can feel my pain
    Who can see my lonliness
    Who's played the game

    It's a game
    That I always lose
    No matter how hard I try
    No matter what I do

    Crying out
    Into the night
    Closing my eyes
    Losing sight

    Of things that mean
    A world to me
    Letting go
    It's how it's got to be

    Cause this road I'm on
    Is long and hard
    I've played my last game
    I've dropped my last card
  13. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    These feelings I have
    Weigh heavy on my heart
    Mixed emotions
    Are tearing me apart

    Which way to go
    I can't decide
    Loosening my grip
    I want off this ride

    This game I'm playing
    I know I'll lose
    Life or death
    Why make me choose

    I just want pease
    Nothing I've known
    I just want happiness
    Nothing I've been shown

    I just want love
    Is that a possibility
    But can I feel it
    If someone gave it to me

    My feelings are gone
    Hidden for some time
    Can't remember when
    Those feelings were mine

    Torn apart
    Time and again
    Will this heart
    Ever mend

    I want to give up
    I want to give in
    I want to leave
    Because I know I'll never win
  14. Flatliner

    Flatliner Guest

    I like them all. But I particularly like the one where you explain who the cuts are for. It has such a powerful sadness. I don't like the fact that you feel this way though.
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