Well, this is probably premature but i do wanna say thanks for the help people. I know i'm still fairly new to the site but i feel that there is a way out of "depression". I don't think i have it but whatever.
Last night and this morning i'm coming to a conclusion that the medicine will never work and that i must do something to substitute it with. After some research i've decided to try to work out/excerise maybe that will keep my mind active and meet people along the way.
My suicide rant/threat was real but after some thought and consideration i think it was only a cry for help/attention. Its sad to see people do the same thing and think this is the only way to cure themselves. I'm in no way cured/healed but mainly finding an alternative method of expressing oneself.
Before you do something that you might regret, research other methods of expression. let it be exercise, art, talking to people, or whatever you want but look for that alternative. If my "demons" due creep up again i know where to go to get the help i need.
Good luck to all,
Nick
Last night and this morning i'm coming to a conclusion that the medicine will never work and that i must do something to substitute it with. After some research i've decided to try to work out/excerise maybe that will keep my mind active and meet people along the way.
My suicide rant/threat was real but after some thought and consideration i think it was only a cry for help/attention. Its sad to see people do the same thing and think this is the only way to cure themselves. I'm in no way cured/healed but mainly finding an alternative method of expressing oneself.
Before you do something that you might regret, research other methods of expression. let it be exercise, art, talking to people, or whatever you want but look for that alternative. If my "demons" due creep up again i know where to go to get the help i need.
Good luck to all,
Nick