Hello! I'm a recent new member to this forum site so I'm going to talk about the reasons on why I have joined. Recently, I just turned 21 and the main reason I have been starting to have suicidal thoughts almost every day is because I'm just sick and tired of being single without ever having a girlfriend yet. A few months ago i almost killed myself. Anyways, I'm a senior now in college and it just hurts me so much inside when I see couples around and such. Whenever I see these kind of things I almost instantly start to think of killing myself. I am a confident guy and am able to talk to girls and stuff but it just seems that most girls I meet are already with someone. I did ask one girl out a few months ago but got rejected. At this point in my life I just don't see much hope for the future in getting a girlfriend and I do not want to live my life being single like this. To be honest I would rather be dead. Girls always seem to get it the easy way though. Well this is enough blabbing for me so if you have anything helpful to say go ahead. By the way I know that many people post comments about these kind of things but I feel like I should share my side anyways.