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[may71]

I will always be struggling

Maybe things can get better if you can address the root problems, and maybe find the right treatment.

 

[M...]

Maybe things can get better if you can address the root problems, and maybe find the right treatment.

I am a highly senstive person, this torture will never end.
Pain will never end
Stress, anxiety, self hater, they will never end.
I want someone to kill me, make it look like suicide. . I wish I would die of covid, I just want to disappear, drop from the existance, and have everyone forget me, so that they won't feel pain.

 

[KM76710]

Good that u an forgive urself.
I don't do it.

You are correct that forgiving self is what matters, wishes you Peace.

 

[may71]

I am a highly senstive person

Maybe you can learn to be less sensitive, or to counteract things that bother you.

Do you want to say what treatments you've tried?

 

[M...]

Maybe you can learn to be less sensitive, or to counteract things that bother you.

Do you want to say what treatments you've tried?

I haven't tried anything, I don't want to decrease my senstivty.
I just want to die.
I will try to sleep
Pray I die in my sleep, and then forget I never existed.
I am sorry for taking up so much of ur time Mr.
I am too worthless for the time u spent talking me out of suicide.
Thank u.

 

[Quietus]

I'm currently reading something you might be able to take comfort in. It's pretty long, though?

https://blogs.ancientfaith.com/glory2godforallthings/the-river-of-fire-kalomiros/

I've been going through the same thing, though, and trying to dig out of it.

 

[may71]

I haven't tried anything

If you can get some form of treatment, things can probably get better. The links in my signature have some information about treatment methods.

Here's a copy of the links in case you're on a phone

Treating Depression, Anxiety, Insomnia and General Help

I am sorry for taking up so much of ur time Mr.

There's nothing to be sorry about. I like trying to help if I can.

I am too worthless for the time u spent talking me out of suicide

That's not true

Thank u.

You're welcome!

Hugs

 

[M...]

I'm currently reading something you might be able to take comfort in. It's pretty long, though?

https://blogs.ancientfaith.com/glory2godforallthings/the-river-of-fire-kalomiros/

I've been going through the same thing, though, and trying to dig out of it.

I am a muslim but thank u for the effort.
I am not worth it

 

[M...]

If you can get some form of treatment, things can probably get better. The links in my signature have some information about treatment methods.

Here's a copy of the links in case you're on a phone

Treating Depression, Anxiety, Insomnia and General Help

There's nothing to be sorry about. I like trying to help if I can.


That's not true

You're welcome!

Hugs

Nothing well be of much use now.
I just don't want to wake up.
I am sorry I exist, I wish I hadn't more than anyone,
Thank u again, night.

 

[may71]

Nothing well be of much use now.

I don't think that's true. The right treatment can work wonders.

Thank u again

You're welcome!

night.

Good night