Maybe things can get better if you can address the root problems, and maybe find the right treatment.
I am a highly senstive person, this torture will never end.
Pain will never end
Stress, anxiety, self hater, they will never end.
I want someone to kill me, make it look like suicide. . I wish I would die of covid, I just want to disappear, drop from the existance, and have everyone forget me, so that they won't feel pain.