God I have sinned again..
The stress was killing me.. I sinned again. ..
I hate myself, I hate myself for everything I am,
School stress, I am so weak, school stress got me to do this. ..
I fuckin hate myself.
God please. . I want to die.. I am sick of sinning so much.
I am sick of being scared.
I am sick of stress , depression, self harm.
I am fuckin sick of it all.
I want to diem right now, in the most agonizing method ever.
I am a shitty useless creature, everyone I know loves me, everyone tries to help! But I am worthless, I wish I would just die to relive them.
I have to die to relieve them of the abomination that is me.
Why.? Why am I such a fuckin imbecile?
Everyone tries so hard !
Why am I like this?
I want to commit suicide, I want to die in the most painful way there is.
I don't deserve this love.
I... hate myself...
The stress was killing me.. I sinned again. ..
I hate myself, I hate myself for everything I am,
School stress, I am so weak, school stress got me to do this. ..
I fuckin hate myself.
God please. . I want to die.. I am sick of sinning so much.
I am sick of being scared.
I am sick of stress , depression, self harm.
I am fuckin sick of it all.
I want to diem right now, in the most agonizing method ever.
I am a shitty useless creature, everyone I know loves me, everyone tries to help! But I am worthless, I wish I would just die to relive them.
I have to die to relieve them of the abomination that is me.
Why.? Why am I such a fuckin imbecile?
Everyone tries so hard !
Why am I like this?
I want to commit suicide, I want to die in the most painful way there is.
I don't deserve this love.
I... hate myself...