so finally i grew some balls and kick that peice of lying controlling shit out of my life.. ive moved back to kent and id like to say im happy but i guess im not exactly there yet.. but soon hopefully.. i found out he'd been cheating on with about 6 other girls.. while i played the doating little house wife who did exactly what i was told.. i dont think so anymore. i gave up being needy along time ago.. the only person i can rely on is my damnself too many haters out there.. i am now a fully qulified RGN working at my local hospital. i am looking to do midwifing very soon.. i have a decent group of friends although im still wary of them i know i can walk away whenever i like. to all the people that said id never make it.. FUCK YOU. I did this all by myself without anyones help. so what makes you think i need you now? everyone that held me back i really hope this makes you feel sick. because ive betterd myself.. im doing something with my life that i love! all you ever did was try to stop me for your own benefit. I earn my own money.. i pay for my own place i pay my own way. and if thats too much for you then i dont really care anymore. i am independant. i dont need other people to live off of.