I'm getting really scared. I'm sinking lower everyday. I've been thinking about killing myself all weekend, and researching methods the whole time. I even did a preliminary test on one method (not an attempt) to see what it might feel like. I'm frightened that if I sink much lower, I might suddenly decide to try. And it would probably be one of the more sure methods too, so would probably be game over for me. Should I go to hospital or something? Is there aything they could do?