sitting here late at night, crying

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Anonymous Dude, May 7, 2007.

  1. Anonymous Dude

    Anonymous Dude Well-Known Member

    just so lonely, i push everyone away so much they think i dont want to talk to them. i wish i had at least one real life friend to talk to. i've had broken bones and dislocated joints but the only time i cry is when i feel this lonely, i can't stand myself, i feel like vomiting, i disgust myself
  2. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    I do that too to people... push them away all the time.. then they start thinking I'm really badly antisocial. Why do you disgust yourself? I hope it helped to get this out at least. :arms:

  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Come back on skype hun..we thought u needed space :sad:
    MSN in me profile if you would rather use that
  4. Robin

    Robin Guest

    Do you push people away because you fear they see you with your eyes? I can tell by Terry's response that you are perhaps not so hated as you may feel but sometimes we really are our own worst enemy.
  5. Anonymous Dude

    Anonymous Dude Well-Known Member

    I don't feel hated, just so intensely shy and withdrawn from a social life that it drives me insane..