Of tiny blue pills no larger then my pinkie nail. 1 will make me sleepy, 2 will make me sleep all night, 3 will get me really high and I'll sleep most of tomorrow, 5 or 6 and I wont wake up again. Funny the doctor gave me these to help me and they could kill me. Currently holding 32. So small, they don't even fill my hand. I don't want to die, I just want to stop feeling everything. Because everything I feel is magnified x10 and when I try to talk about it I get deep sighs and eye rolls. I wonder how people can react that way. Like don't they realize what I'm saying to them? Rude reactions make me shut up. I want to stop being lonely when I'm out, angry during the day and sad at night. What's wrong with me?! Sometimes life gets overwhelming but tonight I'm cool. Tonight I just need to sleep. Tonight... I'm taking 2.