does anyone feel that if they were sitting on the edge of the cliff or bridge than things may be more clearer? this is what i want to do. this twirling thoughts of suicide eats me up and i procrasinate alot of the time. Not that i have any concrete goals in life. May be if i had the chance to take my life things would open up and I would rid myself of having thoughts of suicide at the back of mind constantly. I don't know any other way to achieve this sense of nothingness, to feel no judgement, nothing is good or bad but just is kind of perspective. Yeah, it is a gamble to sit or stand over a cliff but what does it matter anyway? Suicidal thoughts don't just go away with time, so why not put myself face to face to death and see what happens? Those who have planned a suicide with a date, then when that planning is underway, this freeing state, i want be there but I can't seem achieve this state without resorting to death. Has anyone got any thoughts on this?