I'm trying really hard. I really am. I'm going to therapy. I'm taking my meds. I'm trying to talk to my parents about how I feel. I'm using my coping skills. But it just feels like nothing is working. Sometimes I don't know why I even try when I end up feeling this way on a daily basis. It doesn't make sense. How does a part of you make you feel this shitty? Damn life. Fuck depression.