Sleep

It's not all that bad. Not really. I don't feel too sad anymore. I'm actually quite jovial. Maybe I am actually relaxed by the concept of death. The big sleep, y'know.

And I do love to sleep. I love dreams, I adore nightmares. Maybe I'm going a little mad. That's okay too. It really doesn't bother me. Now I've resorted to eating things I shouldn't to make myself ill, or drinking too much fizzy so I get my cystitis <edit mod total eclipse triggering>. I enjoy it.

I haven't cut in ages though, but the angry scar is still there. I admire it a lot.


I'm okay. I just wanted everyone to know that.

 

I love sleep too take me away from all the stuff in reality I do hope you have reached out to someone to help you pull out of this thought of yours get some help okay so you can stay safe

 

I'm fine. I'm in control.

And I sleep so much too.