As i have mentioned many times before, therapy cant help me, as my condition has nothing with my brain, but its all just a consequence of all problems i have. I have never been more lonely in my life then now. I think i hit the bottom in that part of my life also. I guess the time has come. I promissed myself that i will wait as much as i can, and i will postpone my suicide as long as i can cope with all this. But now i cant anymore. So i was thinking.... Because now i have nothing to do in life, nothing at all, there is nothing that can keep me busy, and all i do is eat and sleep and sit in front of my computer all day long... And im bored with this life, im bored from my computer, internet and whole this virtual world. And I have nothing in my real world. So all i can do is actually eat and sleep. When i woke up, maximum time i can be awaken wihtout getting bored and depressed and suicidal is few hours... i mean suicidal thoughts and depression never fade away, they are always there, in my head, but if my day is long only 4-6 hours, and i can spend the rest 18-20 hours sleeping, then maybe i can prevent suicide. So, my question is, are there any sleeping pills, or anything else that can make me very sleepy, so i can sleep 18 hours every day, woke up, do some usually boring stuf at home, check email, check SF, msn, facebook, eat, and then go to sleep again for another 18-20 hours?