just woke up from a strange dream, so real yet almost unerving. i dreamt that i attempted suicide and i saw myself get to the hospital only to collapse at th desk, i remember having the charcoal stuff while someone patched up my wrists. my best mate turned up with my girlfriend and thats where i woke up. all was seen from an out of body type of thing but felt so real. trouble is i don't feel suicidal, i am ok with my life, some parts are even happy with so this is really strange. wonder if it means anything. well i got to be up in 4 hours so i best try again.