slipping

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Kairo, Jan 7, 2014.

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  1. Kairo

    Kairo Well-Known Member

    I feel like I'm losing control over my urges to self harm. I've been pretty good about not doing it the past few months but lately I've been slipping.
    I did stuff more today than I have in a long time. It scares me that I don't even really care. I don't wanna be apathetic to it, but I feel like it's getting to that point again.
    I really hate myself for doing it. I hate myself, and that makes me want to do it more. I feel like I'm failing and it's all for nothing, so why even bother denying myself something that makes things a bit easier.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You feel a bit easier for a moment hun but afterwards as you stated the hatred is worse so stop ok reach out and get the help you deserve the kindness and care you need and deserve to heal hugs
     
  3. Kairo

    Kairo Well-Known Member

    thank you for the reply *hug
     
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