SM, SH, SI....... *trig

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by angel_is_dead, Aug 29, 2006.

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  1. angel_is_dead

    angel_is_dead Well-Known Member

    I hate them all
    yet I crave it
    I crave just one drop of rich crimson liquid to appear, magically from my clean, healed, smooth skin. I hate it, I feel like this skin is a barrier, a straight jacket, and my very soul is pushing at it to get out. why dont people understand? this is too much.
    if I comfort ate, people wouldnt care
    it just so happens my relationship with food is a hate/hate situation.
    And the thing that makes me feel better
    it cutting
    I used to crave a cut deeper.
    keep thinking, even as I cut, I wish I could just go deeper, feel it deeper in my skin. but now, I just want to feel it. FEEL SOMETHING.
     
  2. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    <mod edit: bunny - encouraging harm>

    Plus there are other releases for it... like exercising... go out and run til your legs stop working... that is good for you and you get more endorphines that way.
     
  3. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    It's normally the people who have never self harmed who don't understand, and I guess it's understandable after all, how can it help you to cut yourself to pieces? How can physical harm help the psychological harm? Many don't understand but I do, as do quite a few others on the forum. Take care of yourself.
     
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