I am so small. No one will ever love me. I've talked to my urologist. I've read the research. Exercises are "futile." Pills are scams. Plastic surgery has a 70% dislike rating by people who went through with surgery with a 25% chance of serious complications. 55% chance of complications with the extended urethra. I would like to take the risk, but it would take all year to save up without wasting money on rent, necessities, school, and everything else I need money for. I'll have to wait years just to save up enough for surgery, and even further surgeries to make up for the chance of complications. In that time I will be a lonely loser that no girl will ever want to stay with. I might as well die.