Ive been really struggling lately to have any sort of positive outlook on anything, but im trying.
The last few days ive been to the movies a couple of times, the last two nights Ive been on the squash court for an hour....slapping that little black ball, trying to get some frustration out....it doesnt really work, but at least I might loose a little weight...mind you I havent been eating either so..
Generally ive been getting out of the house more, going down the pub etc, going to a really cool local music store, just simple things...
I know I really need to start working again, and today I bought the paper for the first time in probably 2 months. The thought of working again...dont know if I can do it, I mean I cant even keep myself sane atm, I go from feeling ok, to feeling outright suicidal
Im trying, nothing is working so far...but im still trying.
The last few days ive been to the movies a couple of times, the last two nights Ive been on the squash court for an hour....slapping that little black ball, trying to get some frustration out....it doesnt really work, but at least I might loose a little weight...mind you I havent been eating either so..
Generally ive been getting out of the house more, going down the pub etc, going to a really cool local music store, just simple things...
I know I really need to start working again, and today I bought the paper for the first time in probably 2 months. The thought of working again...dont know if I can do it, I mean I cant even keep myself sane atm, I go from feeling ok, to feeling outright suicidal
Im trying, nothing is working so far...but im still trying.