I'm scared of going or participating in social activities. My sister's birthday is tomorrow and my parents told me to come coz most of my relatives and family friends are there but i really don't want to go. I don't like interacting with other people. My relatives will inevitably talk to me but I can't answer them back properly then I'll feel like a total loser. If I don't go then I'll have no more dignity to show in any other social gatherings. I'll just get embarassed and feel humihilated every time someone talks to me. Its such a small thing but I make a big fuss about it. I don't know what to do. Either way I'm going to feel like a loser and feel so depressed.