small town full of people that hate me, want to die. can i lead a normal life again?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lonelycloud696, Aug 2, 2011.

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  1. lonelycloud696

    lonelycloud696 New Member

    Ive just posted on here but its deleted everything I just said when i pressed submit.

    Heres a shorter angrier version:

    I have schizophrenia, I'm 19 and dont want to have this label but I do. Basically the doctors dont believe whats happening to me so they give it a label and some medication.

    recently I have started to socialise, I have a few friends and going out is quite fun when im upto it. However this week I upset the most popular girl in town by retaliating to her when she insulted me and humiliated me. Now my facebook inbox is blocked up with hatemail, she wrote a status about me with 26 people commenting , insulting me and threatening to beat me up. I live in a small town and everyone knows everyone so this is quite a realistic threat. I told my parents they are angry and upset that I have put my head above the parapet and drawn attention to our family, they are unwilling to help even though they know I have attempted suicide twice in the past and am more than likely to attempt it more successfully now.

    I could talk to my psychiatrist or nurse about this but they would evade the point and give me some pointless advice that wont solve anything (trust me I tried it ages ago) I need to hear from someone whos been in a similar situation , i need to know whether itll get worse or blow over. Is there any chance of me socialising again in a town with only 1 club? Is there chance of me being able to walk down the street again with out watching my back? PLEASE HELP , I'm at my wits end
     
  2. Re: small town full of people that hate me, want to die. can i lead a normal life aga

    Welcome to the forum.. :)
    are you able to get the cops and show them the threatening message on your facebook..? :hug:
     
  3. lkt

    lkt Active Member

    Re: small town full of people that hate me, want to die. can i lead a normal life aga

    that girl really is a wh***, what she did is nto right, as it is said you should talk to the cops about this situation, you got to relax, is not your fault to begin with

    also welcome, and indeed here you'll find people that understand your situation, your pains, etc... feel free to talk here, whenever you feel down

    life is not easy, we know it, just keep going
     
  4. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Re: small town full of people that hate me, want to die. can i lead a normal life aga

    Hi lonelycloud696,

    I (like lkt above) would say definitely call the cops for you and your family's safety if they are seriously threatening to beat you up. The police can probably contact Facebook to verify the information posted, etc., and maybe take other measures. However, with that being said, I don't think you elaborated on how you retaliated against her. Do you mind me asking how you did so (if it's appropriate to post on here). If you resorted to violence to retaliate against her (which I'm guessing you did not from your post, but just making sure), then this situation gets even messier..

    P.S. Welcome to SF. :hugtackles:

    Alex
     
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