Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Wastingecho, Apr 9, 2012.

Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.
  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Walking in the dark - clear sky - moon almost full - stars everywhere

    Right now it only makes me realize how small and insignificant I am

    How useless and pointless my life is

    Catch myself saying "i want to be dead" out loud more and more often lately - even when I don't intend to

    Trying so hard to keep myself part of this life - to engage - failing miserably

    This is not a life worth living

    Head is spinning - everything falling apart

    Don't carry my kit any more because what I need is so readily available I realized I don't need to prepare

    Nowhere to go for solitude - that's different from being alone - nowhere to scream and rave and breakdown without the police being called

    Have to hold the tears in now - no more crying - can't let anyone see

    Heart is so heavy, aches so much

    Why am I still trying when it always ends the same?

    Don't want to put myself through this any more

    Just want to die
  2. mulberrypie

    mulberrypie Well-Known Member

    i feel the same way
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    :hug: Just want you to know that you matter.
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we are a big family here
Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.