For the past couple of months, I've been smoking. Sometimes a pack a day, although I have cut down dirasticly (spelling?) it is still a problem. I want to quit, I've seen most all of my family succum to smoking. My sisters, aunts, uncles, mother. But, I just can't seem to. I can't use patches or anti-nicotine products due to my family not knowing. It's worked quite well the past couple of months, I've been sneaking a pack here and there from my siblings and my mother, and sometimes begged my 'friends' for some. I find it a better habit than drinking (Recovering alcoholic), cutting, anger, or anything else I can find. It leaves me with this feeling that nothing is wrong, something pills have done for me in the past. I just can't keep up with the schedule for them. I'm 16, and this is not something I want to keep with me. So please, any advice would be greatly helpful. Thank you for your time.