Thats it. Snapped. Mum is in tears :sad: cant live this life any longer. I need a light or Im fucking done with it. Im angry, im sad, im tired, im lonely, im lost, im in pain. :blub: I hate everything about this life. So, decisions are now made. Im selling everything, everything thats not nailed down, and is mine, is getting sold My Hi Fi - going Computer - going Bank Notes - going All household effects, furniture, clothes...all are all getting fucking sold All non essential domains, around 40 of them are getting sold, for fucking $20 each if need be. All websites are getting sold (apart from Shooru, and a new one im working on) Im appying to get some, if not all, of my superannuation on the grounds of mental illness, to pay for psych, but I wont be using it all for that. The only thing im not selling is the car, mum can have that... Im using both hers and my tax returns as well, will get that late June. I will be in Europe by July I have to totally remove myself from this life, and start another Terry, I hope you will have me. Wendy, I hope you will have me. Ester, I hope you will have me. Decisions are made, the decisions are final. Its do this, or die. ...oh and btw this afternoon, im going to get so totally, totally drunk, I wont be able to walk. Snapped.