I'm only 19 yrs old and already a struggling single mum to 6 month old Emma, who was born 2 days before my 19th birthday - 23/03/08. i was never the most stable person before having her, i always cut, never ate, and constantly thought of suicide, but i plodded on through my crappy life.. When i found out i was pregnant... i felt... like i knew i'd fail her, that i would't be a good mum, and it reminded me of my baby sister who died.. i though me and her dad would be together forever - we'd even talked of mariage.. i love him... but he left me, asked me to move out so now im a single mother, who's very isolated and feels lonely... Are there any single mums or any mums who can help me out with advice or just a friend?? i cut more than ever an constantly thik of suicide ... i need to stop... if i lost her... i would have nothing left :blub: i feel i cant cope with her, i find myself getting frustrated with her but i know its not her fault.... i cant cope with the crying an constant want for attention... i cant leave the room without her startin to scream... even the mental health services wont help me, they think im fine and what i feel is normal.... i need to get so much out of my head... i need to scream! anyone can you help??