Hi First post and it's a shocker. My aunt killed herself yesterday (mother's day) leaving behind two children and a husband. I am beyond angry. I want her to come back so i can shake her. This is the last in a series of attempts. The previous one she had packed her bag for the hospital, knowing she would be found and saved. I can't help but feel that this is another attempt for attention that went horribly wrong. I am in shock. I can't believe that anyone would willingly put their family through this pain. I know this is just a stage in my grief, and that one day i will come to accept that her pain was all pervading and did not allow thoughts of her family to penetrate. But right now, i want to scream and cry and rant and rave for the hideous pain my family is in. I was never close to her. I never even LIKED her. But to see my father, her children, her husband, hell my whole family suffer because of her actions is killing me. I'm sorry if this offends anyone that is in a similar position. I do not understand your pain, i can't pretend to. It's rude of me to tell you to think of others. I'm sorry. I just can't believe it.