So bored and embrassed

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Cheesecake, Aug 11, 2006.

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  1. Cheesecake

    Cheesecake Well-Known Member

    My parents just caught me drinking from a bottle of wine after drinking 6 bottles of beer on my own. I've neve felt so embarassed. But i only drink because it makes me feel less bored and after travelling the world and speaking to so many different people and being on medication anyway i choose in life turns me to boredom or pain.

    Gah i feel so enraged with shamefullness i feel like killing someone.
     
  2. Wonderstuff

    Wonderstuff Staff Alumni

    :( :hug: :hug: :hug:
    I'm sorry to hear that hun...but the shame will pass. Maybe you really feel ashamed, not just because they caught you, but because you know that it's a problem?
    I hope you feel better, at any rate :hug: :hug:
     
  3. Cheesecake

    Cheesecake Well-Known Member

    I know that its a problem but its like alchohol helps me through the boredom but people dont want me to drink :mad:

    but buying my own alcohol costs me too much money and im trying to save. Arghh its all such a crappy circle.
     
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