My parents just caught me drinking from a bottle of wine after drinking 6 bottles of beer on my own. I've neve felt so embarassed. But i only drink because it makes me feel less bored and after travelling the world and speaking to so many different people and being on medication anyway i choose in life turns me to boredom or pain.
Gah i feel so enraged with shamefullness i feel like killing someone.
Gah i feel so enraged with shamefullness i feel like killing someone.