So bored.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AnomymousX, Sep 7, 2007.

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  1. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    My name? Doesn't matter. My age? Doesn't matter. But I'm bored, very bored of life. My life is either in hell or in neutral mode and nothing makes me happy. I feel like I'm trapped in a box, and inside the box is a fucking marry-go-around that just keeps replaying things in my life that bore me or just piss me off.

    I have nothing to live for... My dreams don't keep me happy. And the sort of person I am, I will never get a girlfriend, I am not attractive and there is no element inside me that would attract a female (I'm not gay). My family? I love them, best people around, but do I care of the pain they will feel if I kill myself? Not really.

    Lots of people want to kill themselves due to life pains and such, not me, it's all boredom that probably will never change, and little bit of those pains. Everytime I go to sleep, I only wake up to be reminded of my """""""awesome""""""" life. I'm also not important, no one would remember me, my family doesn't count to me. And IF a lot of people remember me, I still don't care, that shit isn't important to me. Let women go for the assholes for all their life, let my mind be interested in absolute nothing so NOTHING can excite me. I'm serious, I can think of the most awesome thing ever, nothing can make me happy. I was thinking to overdose on someone elses medicine, but that wouldn't kill me, I'm too strong, I would only get sick. My luck is terrible and I'm forever doomed to be bored. So please, recommend me a painless way to end.
     
  2. ohnotagain

    ohnotagain Member

    Anyone who reccomend a way to end it all would have to be delirious. Sorry,but it is true.
    Each individual on this planet is in control of their own destiny, their own dreams, their own confidence etc etc. Try walking taller with your head up, smile and say hello to people you pass no matter how *shit* you feel. Dont count the days you are without love in your life, but count the day you are alive. People will flock to you when you turn your own life around.
     
  3. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    You're forgetting something, I'm not that depressed really. I'm just super bored, bored of living, there's nothing in life that can give me my life force back.
     
  4. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    What is the most exciting thing you can think about doing or being? If you answer "nothing", have you considered taking some meds to help you?
     
  5. hecte

    hecte Active Member

    One question...

    No offense but are you a virgin?

    It sounds to me that you, like most people think that the only meaning in life is to find a significant other. It's true that this makes alot of people happy. Finding a counterpart that you can share feelings with is a great thing.
    Your problem is that youve given up hope. You've given up hope that there is someone or something out there that can make it worth your while. The world is a big place and there is TONS of opportunity.

    My reccomendation would be to go out and be spontanious. go to a bar by yourself and say crazy stuff to girls. No matter if things go good or bad it will give you a rush that will make you feel alive again.

    You also need to seek out your passion. Something that makes you happy while doing, things like playing music, playing video games, playing sports, or other hobbies people enjoy. You know change your life up a bit.

    As a Last resort a fulltime job will keep you busy and not bored. You will cherish every moment of free time you get when you work fulltime I swear.

    Hope things get more entertaining for you. No reason to drop out of the show yet!
     
  6. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    I am a virgin, but I'm not crazed about sex.

    I used to worry about women so much that I just kind of gave up on thinking about it. I tried to ask psychforums.com if it was possible to stop loving, because I would always like, and never be liked back. I'll get so bored sometimes, I think about stabbing myself in the leg for rush. Imagine being bored x1000.
     
  7. Poirot

    Poirot Guest

    ha i feel just like you. how old are you out of interest (if u dont mind saying)
     
  8. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    ....in other words - "put the mask on". I cant be bothered faking happiness anymore to please others, or attract other people towards me...I dont have the energy for it. This is how i am, this is how i feel, take it or leave it...

    Im sure a lot of other people feel the same way.
     
  9. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    I would rather cut my feet off. I'll never act happy... Augh... Poirot, if you must know my age, I'm 18. I'm a boring person, I hate fun, I hate going to fairs and parties, I'd rather sit at home in the dark programming something. In the end, it still doesn't stop my epic boredom.
     
  10. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    I think your problem is you look at what other people emjoy doing or you try to put yourself into a sterieotype. Perhaps at 18, you thin you should be out partying/haveing fun whatever.
    But we dont all have to fit into that group. Or maybe you want to but cant because you have no friends, no social life, which I'd say is the main cause of your issues.
    there is so much to do in this world, though it may not seem like it! it just takes a while to figure out what you're good at. I still dont really know. But I know what i do like. You need to find hobbies or something. You cannot tell me that you are bored 24/7. But if you are the type of person who doesnt work/no school and just sits at home all day then ofcourse you're gonna get bored. Or minds need to be stimulated all the time!

    Give something a go!
    and tell us how you go.
    I',m always here if you want to talk, cure your bordom on msn? :tongue:
     
  11. Hae-Gi

    Hae-Gi Banned Member

    ohnotagain really is full of crap. "Anyone" who would recommend a way to end one's life is not delirious. More like some. Recommending a way out can be made with understanding and compassion. Furthermore... everyone is in control of their destiny? So if someone is raped, with their life ruined, as a result, it is their own fault? And why the fuck would you smile to random people, especially if you feel like crap? If they can't handle you not being all cheerful and happy, it is their own fault. I am in fact ashamed of myself that I always seem so happy and cheerful, when talking with people. Why the fuck should I act happy, when I am screaming inside? If they are bothered with a blank expession, it is their own fault. And counting the days you are alive... what is so great about life, if you have nothing to live for? Why should you appreciate life, if it basically is impossible to become happy?

    As for hecte's suggestion to get a full-time job, I was acquainted with a man that worked more than basically anyone, and he seemed to think of nothing but death, so no, getting a full-time job does not have to improve anything.

    I feel exactly like you, by the way... I'm always so bored, as well. Nothing enjoys me, anymore. I have so many games, but I wonder if I should even buy them, anymore, because I haven't even removed the plastic, on the majority of them! I got a Wii, last year, too... barely played with it, at all, even though I think its execution is brilliant. It's just so boring! -_- All I want is a girlfriend (I am also male), but I know I will never find her. I have too many restrictions for it to be possible. Besides, I'd have to work, anyway, and I'm psychologically incapable of working. My shares are not going too well, anymore, either, due to the market crash, and due to too poor profitability in the company, I have shares in, so I think my hope on getting the much needed money from that, may be given up. Meh. -_-; I'd never go to a party, either, nor fairs. I hate socialising with stupid, clueless people. I prefer being alone, as well... the only company I'd want would be my one and only girlfriend... just us, together, with no one else to offer disturbance.
     
  12. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    I think I know my problem, I think it's the fact I live at home and my parents fucking baby me. I hate my life... I hate women too.

    And I do go to school, but don't have a job and I can't drive. I fail.
     
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  13. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    OH I forgot, I wouldn't kill myself anytime soon. It would be planned when I turned 30 or 40.
     
  14. Poirot

    Poirot Guest

    Try not to hate. Just becuase no one understands you, doesnt make them hateable. Im sure there are women in your shoes, you just havent met.

    Have you asked yourself, what do you want in life? What would make you happy? And don't say to die, not an option in my question.
     
  15. AnomymousX

    AnomymousX Well-Known Member

    I know what I want in life. I want to get a nice house or apartment and maybe get away from my parents. Of course, this is what I wanted, but now when I think about it, it's not so exciting. I also wanted a girlfriend, but I lost so much interest in life this doesn't matter either. And girls love to fall for my friends, so... It's not worth thinking about anymore.

    I can write an entire book about my """awesome luck""" with women. If anyone wants me to make a goliath post about the story, feel free to say anything.
     
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