My name? Doesn't matter. My age? Doesn't matter. But I'm bored, very bored of life. My life is either in hell or in neutral mode and nothing makes me happy. I feel like I'm trapped in a box, and inside the box is a fucking marry-go-around that just keeps replaying things in my life that bore me or just piss me off. I have nothing to live for... My dreams don't keep me happy. And the sort of person I am, I will never get a girlfriend, I am not attractive and there is no element inside me that would attract a female (I'm not gay). My family? I love them, best people around, but do I care of the pain they will feel if I kill myself? Not really. Lots of people want to kill themselves due to life pains and such, not me, it's all boredom that probably will never change, and little bit of those pains. Everytime I go to sleep, I only wake up to be reminded of my """""""awesome""""""" life. I'm also not important, no one would remember me, my family doesn't count to me. And IF a lot of people remember me, I still don't care, that shit isn't important to me. Let women go for the assholes for all their life, let my mind be interested in absolute nothing so NOTHING can excite me. I'm serious, I can think of the most awesome thing ever, nothing can make me happy. I was thinking to overdose on someone elses medicine, but that wouldn't kill me, I'm too strong, I would only get sick. My luck is terrible and I'm forever doomed to be bored. So please, recommend me a painless way to end.