So close to the day....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by patodemuerte, Oct 19, 2007.

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  1. patodemuerte

    patodemuerte Well-Known Member

    The day of my deed is creeping closer. My method is painful im sure though I deserve it.

    My 8th grade health teacher said that if one ever was to commit suicide, they should make it as painful as it was for their birth. That kind of stuck with me. So I will make my exit in a 25-72 hour period, whenever the dosage has done what it needs to do to me.

    I wish someone would just tell me I'm doing the right thing. I know I am. I suppose I'm on the wrong forum for that, though to be fair, on the pro-suicide forums, they're all dead.

    I wish someone would understand my thinking, but everyone insists I have something to live for, but none of you know me, and as hard as I try to explain it on here, you all just don't get it. I keep posting expecting someone to tell me I'm doing this for the betterment of the world.

    It's this or a lifetime of commitment in a hospital. Though, then I'd be wasting everyone else's drugs and money and time and I feel as though this option is a better one.
  2. jcat

    jcat Staff Alumni

    i came here looking for a pro-choice site earlier this year and i am still here. there are beautiful ppl here on this forum that actually care about those of us that are in peril.
    i understand where you are coming from. the depression, hospitals and such, but you are forgetting one thing...
    there are ppl that care about you, and what will it cause them emotionally if you go.think about that for a little while. i have and the ppl that care about me are why i am still here.
    please take care and remember i care
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