My moods are all over the place and I cant seem to control them. I'm up and down all the time and it feels like i'm going to burst into tears at any minute. I want to harm so much, that I've been thinking of new ways to do it. I want to cut, but I know if I started I wouldn't stop again. It is really getting to me. I'm so depressed and stressed out. I'm on the edge and wanna jump.