so close to the final hour

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by hopeless13, May 22, 2011.

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  1. hopeless13

    hopeless13 Well-Known Member

    it will be dark here soon
    the pills are still under the bench as you asked me to do
    i have walked through here looking at the dates
    some young some old
    so much pain
    so much guilt
    i can't even find a reason to live
    right now all i am doing is reaching out but
    my arm is getting tired
    i feel so sick, i feel exhausted
    i cld have this all over in no time
    i have no tears left to cry
    i'm numb
    i have my brothers suicide tape memorized
    i can't take this pain , ican't do thiiiss
    please.............
     
  2. dazzle11215

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  3. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    this time put the pills in the bin - I have done that before. You are drained and tired and you will not be able to think straight - Stay safe as we are thinking of you and care - Ali xx
     
  4. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    I must admit I have just read it - please read it too and yes it gives you breathing space and solance
     
  5. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    I have to sleep know as it's 1am in the morning and I have work tomorrow - please take care of yourself
     
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