Ive been depressed as fuck for the past 2 weeks. To the point ive almost admitted myself into a psych ward for wanting to end it. I cant stop crying, and self harming. I just want to end it right now. If anyones heard of the choking game, I tried that today and loved the feeling. I just wished i would of done it to the point I stopped breathing. I doubt anything any of you say will change my mind about wanting to kill myself. I just needed to vent.