So close..

Ive been depressed as fuck for the past 2 weeks.
To the point ive almost admitted myself into a psych ward for wanting to end it.
I cant stop crying, and self harming.
I just want to end it right now.
If anyones heard of the choking game, I tried that today and loved the feeling. I just wished i would of done it to the point I stopped breathing.
I doubt anything any of you say will change my mind about wanting to kill myself.
I just needed to vent.

 

I hope you do go to hospital hun sign yourself in for a few days and get some help some support to get you feeling better hugs

 

Big hugs :hug: :hug: to you.

I agree with total_eclipse in that I hope you admit yourself to a hospital. Keep us updated about how you're doing! =]

 

Well obviously coz im posting this im still living.
However last night I wrote a note and everything, self harmed real bad.
What I hate most is that im making it so obvious about how I feel and noone seems to care.
They probably think its for attention but its a test to see who actually gives a shit.
And like always, noone does.
Apart from strangers on here, but if i did kill myself, what difference would it make.