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i am on the verge of another break down. i was doing somewhat okay since the last time i talked to anyone. its all going down hill. the people at my school dont believe me. im just a big waste of there time. if i try leaving school, or talk about doing anything again, i will get the cops called on me. yes, they could just be looking out for me..but they were talking about sending me away just last week. now they dont believe what i have to say. wtf.
i had to leave my class today because i started crying and i didnt want anyone to notice. i broke my pencil so i could cut. im breaking down again.
my life doesnt seem like it is worth the fight. everyday i wake up hoping to die. i think of ways to die. instead of ways to live and survive this.
i dont have anywhere to go, nobody to call. its just me, alone, in this house again. and tonight, i think im going to break. i can feel it already
i had to leave my class today because i started crying and i didnt want anyone to notice. i broke my pencil so i could cut. im breaking down again.
my life doesnt seem like it is worth the fight. everyday i wake up hoping to die. i think of ways to die. instead of ways to live and survive this.
i dont have anywhere to go, nobody to call. its just me, alone, in this house again. and tonight, i think im going to break. i can feel it already