im not the same anymore, ive lost my heart, lost my motivation, lost myself. hate myself..ive lost my fear of falling. life will never be the same. i just want to move on, hate all. the only one that cares about me is myself. i iwll never put mmy heart on a silver platter so easily, ever, because this world only offers pain and more challenge. when does the good life start? why do is the perfect life revealed when it is not real? why must things seem good when really they are fake. nothings more nothings left, i am tired of caring. what u give is what u get. fuck this life. i need to slit my throat, see if the weather isnt perfect.